- - - My dear Artur - At some points in my life I have 'monitored' (suppressed) my childlike behavior (real definition - part of my truest, fullest self) to 'protect' others who were made uncomfortable by it. And then at a certain age, and after a certain serious look at life, I decided that my being my fullest self would never hurt anyone, because it all comes from love. And my expressing love more fully won't kill anyone. So now I just let ... well, I don't 'let it out' -- I just always try to be my fullest, truest self. And that is what I have been taught is one of our responsibilities to give back for the gift of being alive... -- LisaHeft PS: Nice to hear from you, boys... - - - |